I'm Sorry

I don't know whether this song dedicated to me or not .. but it's really sweet .. 

I’M SORRY - Jamie Rivera

I can see it in your eyes

There's a certain sadness

Was it me who made you cry

Oh please won't you tell me why

Was it something that I said

Or maybe how I reacted

Please don't make it hard for me

'Cause i'm willing to say i'm sorry

I'm sorry if i'm always out of sight

Or fail to kiss you goodnight

I never meant to leave you

I'm sorry if i've taken you for granted

For the crazy things i've said

I'm sorry I should have loved you instead

I can tell it with your smile

I know you're hurtin' inside

Will you ever forgive me

If I tell you that I am sorry

I'm sorry if i'm always out of sight

Or fail to kiss you goodnight

I never meant to leave you

I'm sorry if i've taken you for granted

For the crazy things i've said

I'm sorry I should have loved you instead

ILU

30 Ways To Make Woman Smile ~!

30 Ways To Make A Woman Smile

1. Send her a cute goodnight text while she's sleeping so she wakes up with a smile on her face. (√)

2. Call her beautiful, instead of pretty or cute. (√)

3. Buy her nice things. (√)

4. Make sure she knows that you're afraid to lose her. (√)

5. Treat her the same around your friends as you would do when you're alone. (√)

6. Be there when she needs you. (√)

7. Have a date planned out so all she has to do is look good and show up.

8. Randomly send her a text saying you're thinking about her. (√)

9. While out, introduce her to the people that matter to you. Make sure she knows who they are and vice versa. (√)

10. Make her a priority, not an option. (√)

11. Movie night cuddling, instead of going out with the guys.

12. On a date: Help her with her coat. Pull out her chair. Open the door for her. Let her order her food first. Stay off your phone.

13. Back down in an argument even though she may be wrong. (√)

14. Ask her if she's lost weight.

15. Respect her. Respect her family, respect her friends, respect her morals. (√)

16. Slow-dance with her even if there's no music.

17. Sneak up behind her, hold her around her waist, kiss her softly on the neck and tell her you love her.

18. Support her ambition and love her flaws. (√)

19. Walk into a room full of temptation and stay faithful. (√)

20. Give her your hoodie when she's cold.

21. Make her feel like she's the only woman in the world. (√)

22. Fight for her when she's ready to give up, and hold her tight when she's at her weakest.

23. Never let others influence anything when it comes to her; she wants you to be the reasoning for your actions. (√)

24. Hold her tight in public just to show people that you're proud to have someone like her.

25. Always take the first step. Don't always wait for her to start everything. (√)

26. Bring her roses or flowers for no reason at all. Not just when you're in trouble or on Valentine's Day.

27. Offer to give her a massage. Foot, back, neck, shoulder... okay, the whole body.

28. Avoid responding with "okay," or any short answer that makes it sound like you weren't listening. (√)

29. Save a photo of her as your phone's background or screensaver. That way she'll know you're thinking of her everytime you look at your phone. (√)

30. Promise never to let her go, and keep that promise. (√)

ILU

You can take my heart for a walk on the beach
You can take my heart for a little trip
You can take my heart very close to your heart
You can take my heart forever if you like

But not every heart belongs to any other
You and I
You and I are meant to be
I'm the one for you, You're the one for me
You love me as much as I do
When you look at me and we're skin to skin
I want you so
Please come in
And you love me more and more
And my love grows up with you
And you kiss me more and more
And I kiss you, too
And I kiss you, too

If I take your heart, I will cherish it every day
If I take your heart, I will heal these old wounds
If I take your heart, it's to make it happy
If I take your heart, it's forever close to mine

But not every heart belongs to any other
You and I
You and I are meant to be
I'm the one for you, You're the one for me
You love me as much as I do
When you look at me and we're skin to skin
I want you so
Please come in
And you love me more and more
And my love grows up with you
And you kiss me more and more
And I kiss you, too
And I kiss you, too

I don't care, I don't care
If I'm again carried away
If you swear, if you swear
To give me your heart in return

I don't care, I don't care
If I'm again carried away
If you swear, if you swear
To give me your heart in return
To give me your heart in return

Jangan Tinggalkan Aku

Mungkin aku terlalu menyayangimu semua yang ada padamu
karena kamu membuatku berarti hinggaku tak dapat menjauh
dalam setiap langkahku ku ingin kau disini
hingga akhir usiaku kau tetap menjadi yang terbaik untuk diriku

Aku takut engkau tinggalkan diriku 
mencoba mencari cinta
selain cinta yang ku berikan
aku takut engkau patahkan hatiku 
membuatku semakin terluka
dan tak akan pernah termaafkan

Aku takut engkau tinggalkan diriku mencoba mencari cinta
selain cinta yang kuberikan

She starting to hate me !!

Put more hate on me bcoz that's what exactly I want .. That's all on your favor !! I know it's easy to make ppl hate us than loving us .. All depend on how you see the good in themselves .. Just bcoz "ONE WORD" , it can ruin a relationship .. Is this what you want ? If so , just leave me before you making me more hurt waiting for sumthing that was faded all around .. Your "words" doesn't make a sense into your action .. Dun just simply say 'love' if we're not sure on what we talking about .. Yes !! You said I'm not trusting you , but all you show me is exactly not same like the one you told me .. 

You have the time for others , but why can't you do the same to me ? That sad moment when you see someone you spent so many memories with , and act like you don't even exist to each other .. Even I oledi spent this much time and effort on you , why I still feel the loneliness ? If you aren't willing to put the effort in , then why should I?  It's better to love someone who's far and craves to be with me , than to love someone who's near yet doesn't even care about me .. You have many ppl around you .. You can rub shoulders with many people bcoz they always there for you like me .. 

But every now and then , either through fate or by chance or bcoz of a Higher Power , in an unexpected moment we are touched by a smile .. be it destiny , be it for eternity even if it breaks me, I'll be by your side .. I cant forget about you and i hope my feelings reach you .. It's fine if its not beautiful or wonderful , just let me love you enough to drive me crazy .. If fear didn't exist , I'd run up to you , kiss you and tell you that I love you damn so much .. 

Even I get hurt and tired for all this , I still wanted to try to make you open up for me .. Maybe one day or never .. I just can promise to love you and hoping the best form our relationship .. May it last for longer .. 

APPRECIATION !! FAITHFUL !! HONESTY !! LOVING !! CARING !! SACRIFICE !! UNDERSTANDING !! WILLING !!

My head screamed no. My heart whispered yes. Reality told me not to , but hope told me to give it a shot.

ILU

I'm Tired !!

Yes , I'm tired ~!

It could b bcoz I thought I actually meant something to u , I thought u cared .. but I was wrong ..

I wont forget ALL the words u told me .. I keep them safely and re-read them many times ..

I know I'm not a perfect person too bcoz I made mistake and sometime I made u hurt and cry .. 

But 'When you run from something, it only stays with you longer . If you fight something, it only makes you stronger' .. So I tried to stand wif all this .. 

I know no matter how close I am to u , that alone isn't gud enuf for my feeling to get across, rite ? It's tearing me apart to know I've tried so hard , but I still can't have u right now .. 

Never hold back ur true feelings bcoz if u hav something to say , then say it !!

I'm not sure how to impress u so I hope being myself is gud enuf .. Don't u ever hurt me again , try to fill my life .. I want to take care of urself n I would never hurt u ..

Maybe I liked u more than I really planned that's why I got my heart broken more than what I expected .. I never stopped loving you , I just stopped letting it show .. I'm not ignoring u, I'm just giving u a time and space for u to know what is the best for ur life .. If u can't do that , then there's nothing to say .. If I left would u be glad? .. Deep in my heart , I'll always know, I'll love u always, Even if i go! Love me or hate me , both are in ur favor ..

"Yesterday is gone. Tomorrow has not yet come. We have only today. Let us begin."

"A winner never stops trying"

ILU

Semoga engkau mengerti ~!

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Semakin aku menghampiri tempat itu

semakin lemah langkah perjalanan ku

semakin dekat aku dengan tempat itu

semakin tidak bermaya kakiku untuk meneruskan perjalanan

Langkah kaki itu aku mulakan tanpa sebarang harapan

tetapi mengapa harus aku pulang dengan kekecewaan

kecewa apabila yang diharapkan tiada

yang dinanti tak kunjung tiba

Jika masa yang ko pinta , akan ku beri .. Aq sanggup menunggu ko lagi sehingga ko benar-2 bersedia menerima aq seperti mana aq menerima ko seadanya .. Jika ko terbaca post ini , harap ko mengerti perasaan aq ketika ini .. Mohon mengerti aq ..
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ILU

14 Julai

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Suatu tempat yang slalu siap menjadi sandaranku saat aq lelah

Tempat berbagi cerita tentang kisah sehari-hari

Dari hal biasa hingga yang luar biasa

Ketika aq menangis, kau bisa menenangkanku

Ketika aq tertawa, kau bisa tersenyum bahagia bersamaku

Alunan lagu dalam hati aq belum berhenti

Lagu rindu itu masih bergema di hati

Denting irama kasih itu masih terus berlanjutan

Mencuba menyapa sisi hatimu disana

Mencuba memanggilmu kembali ke hatiku

Tidakkah kau lihat aq??

Tidakkah kau dengar lagu hatiku??

Ketika  aq rindu .. aq bole memanggil namamu..

Hatiku terus memanggil namamu..

Bahkan sudah menjerit, berteriak..

Tak dengarkah kau??

Mengapa kau tak menoleh??

Lihatlah aq .. dengar panggilanku ..

Berlarilah ke arahku..

Genggam tanganku..

Rangkul aku..

Hapus air mataku..

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Dear S ,

CincaiSepet :D