Put more hate on me bcoz that's what exactly I want .. That's all on your favor !! I know it's easy to make ppl hate us than loving us .. All depend on how you see the good in themselves .. Just bcoz "ONE WORD" , it can ruin a relationship .. Is this what you want ? If so , just leave me before you making me more hurt waiting for sumthing that was faded all around .. Your "words" doesn't make a sense into your action .. Dun just simply say 'love' if we're not sure on what we talking about .. Yes !! You said I'm not trusting you , but all you show me is exactly not same like the one you told me ..
You have the time for others , but why can't you do the same to me ? That sad moment when you see someone you spent so many memories with , and act like you don't even exist to each other .. Even I oledi spent this much time and effort on you , why I still feel the loneliness ? If you aren't willing to put the effort in , then why should I? It's better to love someone who's far and craves to be with me , than to love someone who's near yet doesn't even care about me .. You have many ppl around you .. You can rub shoulders with many people bcoz they always there for you like me ..
You have the time for others , but why can't you do the same to me ? That sad moment when you see someone you spent so many memories with , and act like you don't even exist to each other .. Even I oledi spent this much time and effort on you , why I still feel the loneliness ? If you aren't willing to put the effort in , then why should I? It's better to love someone who's far and craves to be with me , than to love someone who's near yet doesn't even care about me .. You have many ppl around you .. You can rub shoulders with many people bcoz they always there for you like me ..
But every now and then , either through fate or by chance or bcoz of a Higher Power , in an unexpected moment we are touched by a smile .. be it destiny , be it for eternity even if it breaks me, I'll be by your side .. I cant forget about you and i hope my feelings reach you .. It's fine if its not beautiful or wonderful , just let me love you enough to drive me crazy .. If fear didn't exist , I'd run up to you , kiss you and tell you that I love you damn so much ..
Even I get hurt and tired for all this , I still wanted to try to make you open up for me .. Maybe one day or never .. I just can promise to love you and hoping the best form our relationship .. May it last for longer ..
APPRECIATION !! FAITHFUL !! HONESTY !! LOVING !! CARING !! SACRIFICE !! UNDERSTANDING !! WILLING !!
My head screamed no. My heart whispered yes. Reality told me not to , but hope told me to give it a shot.
ILU
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